Starting Over—Again!: An Attempt and a Second Mental Hospital Adventure

Part 2: The Ambulance Ride T/W: Mentions of self-harm, suicidal ideation/attempt. So there I was, on cloud nine, adrenaline blasting through my veins—armed with the knowledge that I loved myself enough to keep my body alive for another day. It truly is a sensational feeling. It’s a feeling of warmth and peace that gives youContinue reading “Starting Over—Again!: An Attempt and a Second Mental Hospital Adventure”

New Beginnings

T/W: Discussion of mental illnesses, toxic relationships, and mild swearing. Hello readers, it’s that time again, and in this current moment I’m feeling optimistic, so I felt like I should write about it. I want to start by saying that not everything in my life is magically perfect and better than it’s been—quite the opposite,Continue reading “New Beginnings”

Meds, Mental Hospitals, and Life After

T/W: Sensitive topics about mental health medicine and mental illness—also mentions of mental hospitals and dark themes. Hello readers! Another Friday, another 5pm EST, and another post about my mental instability. So grab your favorite coping mechanism/comfort object and let’s jump right in! Note: This post is going to be LONG, so seriously, if youContinue reading “Meds, Mental Hospitals, and Life After”

This is for You

T/W: gaslighting, manipulation I have to write this—for me but also for maybe someone who has dealt with this. I am in awe in the worst ways because I’m so confused and hurt and I could only imagine if I had to deal with this longer than necessary. I met a man. I talked aboutContinue reading “This is for You”

Let’s Talk About SEX!

T/W: non graphic mentions of sexual assault/abuse/mental illness/eating disorders. Hello readers! It’s that time again—5pm on a Friday—so grab your favorite relaxation tool and settle in for an interesting read, and remember, it’s 5 o’clock somewhere 😉 so let’s chat! If you read the title of this post, then you already know where this isContinue reading “Let’s Talk About SEX!”

ED and Me

T/W: Discussion about eating disorders and mental illness in somewhat subtle detail—disordered thinking is displayed. Note: I will be pledging $20 of my own money to NEDA and ProjectHeal in an effort to raise further awareness about the issue—donations would be greatly appreciated and can be made on the home page—For any donation I receiveContinue reading “ED and Me”